Well, I have now officially slept in a car for an entire night, waiting for Shelese to have Addisen. She was born around 3:30 this morning, and has tons (an I mean TONS) of dark dark fuzzy hair. She is 7.2 pounds and 19" long. She is having a hard time breathing and has some fluid in her lungs, so she is in the special care nursery and no one has been allowed to hold her (except mommy and daddy for a minute). I haven't even reallly seen anything other that a far away look at her and some pictures. Shelese is having a really hard time. It's weird because I feel helpless and unable to provide comfort or assistance to anyone. Everybody seems to be very stressed and easily upset. I have decided to be as quiet and unnoticed as possible, even if it hurts my feelings, because I think that will help everyone else. Today was an okay day though. I went to school late to see Vashti and my other friends before summer. I stayed with Vashti and had a really fun time with her. I will miss her, but I think I will be okay. I am just stressed right now because tons of stuff is happening at once. Jordan is coming down, so I hope he will just find a minute or two to at least say hello or give me a hug, because I am about to cry right now. It's okay, I am not the first to do so. In the last hour Shelese, Kambree and Gama have had little (or big) breakdowns. Here is a picture Kambree took of Addisen, because she and Gama were allowed to go see her for a minute with Kyle and Shelese. Also, there is a picture of me at Shelese's baby shower from the Jacobs and a picture of Ensley's toad that she caught in Georgia. Love you..........
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