Excitement

Well, today was supposed to be Shelese's baby shower, but she decided to get out of it by going into labor. She went to the hospital, but she is slow so they sent her home and she is going back around four (pm). That is the same time I have to go to my ortho appointment, so I don't know when we will be going to visit her. I think I am supposed to get elastics now, but that has been what my orthodontist told me for the last three visits. Anyways, I feel weird thinking that Shelese is actually having a baby. odd, huh. I knew she would go into labor today, and I really hope Addisen (why would you name your child before you even saw them...I have ideas for kid names, like Ava (no one can steal that name!), Randi, and Tiny, plus a few more written in my journal, but I would never name them until they got here and I saw what they looked like and what their personality was a bit....) I hope Addisen has reddish hair, because I painted a picture of a girl one day, and I can never draw normal looking people without seeing a picture or something, but all of a sudden this picture popped into my head, and ta-da.....I had a gorgeous copperheaded girl with a sun hat and a blue dress. I think it is Addisen because Kyle has red hair and Shelese has a little too. Well, now I am done with that. I wrote myself a letter and Brother Davis is going to mail it to me on my 20th birthday. I wrote lots of stuff in there, like my favorite color, my crush, what's going on in life, what my favorite scripture is, and my testimony. I also wrote Vashti a long note so she can read it when she misses me. I will miss seeing her all the time, but I really am not having a super hard time like she is. I think she is a bit too dramatic because she is worried our friendship will die...It may go through winter, but spring will come, even if we have to wait until the next life....I know I'll see her again. I try to understand how she feels but it is really hard for me. If you have any advice, please let me know. Bye!